JYJ in Barcelona + NYC English Course!

Hello~!

It's.. 2AM here and I'm still awake,and since I'm pretty bored I've decided to write something here~

The biggest event for this month is going to happen in 3 days! OMFG! JYJ is already in Spain!! Jaejoong and Junsu arrived yesterday at night, and Yoochun arrived today at midday! I couldn't go to the airport with the others fans because I don't live in Barcelona, but some of my friends got to see them and they said they were tired but still smiled to them <3333 I can't seriously wait for Saturday to come!!!! I've started to wake up feeling nervous and I can't sleep properly at night TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT but well, I felt the same way when I was in Paris for SMTOWN >______<.

Oh yes. Once the concert is over and I'm back home, I'll make my own fanaccount of the concert!! ^^ I'll be standing, like I was in Paris, so I hope to be close to the stage! :D

The other event important in my life is that I'm travelling outside Europe for the first time, and alone! I'm going to New York for three weeks to do an English course. I'll be living temporaly in a campus residence with more people. I just hope to make friends easily T^T

I think I'll use this blog to keep my family and friends updated about my experience, about the places I go and visit, how are my classes and blahblahblah~

If I have to tell the truth... I'm a little bit scared. The flight is about 8.45 hours from Amsterdam to NYC (because yes, I have to take two planes =_=) and I don't know if I'll be able to find my way to leave the airport and go to the train station... plus, most of my vocabulary is in British english... I have to take note of the USA english T_T but besides that, I'm UPER excited!! I can't wait to fly to New York, the city that never sleeps!!

As for now...I'm going to sleep~! Tomorrow I'm meeting a friend and we're going to have lunch at a Korean restaurant, yummy! The last time I ate there was in Paris, back in June!

See ya!

Broken...again

It happened. Again.

Trust? Broken.
Love? Broken.

What else is left? I don't know.

On JYJ first concert in Spain and other KPOP thoughts

Just 27 days to go and I’m already excited! 

Yesterday I had an evening girls with a friend who introduced me into KPOP world and we talked about this concert and how we’re going to have the times of our lifes although she’s going to be sitted while I’ll be standing with tons of Cassiopeia next to me <3 

Two, or even one, year ago, I couldn’t think of going to any kpop concert unless I travel to Korea, spend almost 1000€ on a ticket plane and then get tickets there. But then, this May, our chance came: SMTOWN was going to Paris for 1 day (then 2 days because a lot of people couldn’t get their tickets) and I thought I couldn’t attend it because I knew my parents were going to be SO against this chance. I went to sleep crying in silence. Next morning, when I woke up, I went straight to the kitchen when my mum was and I talked to her, almost begging to go to Paris with my friends… and she said yes, but I had to ask my dad at night too. So both of them agreeded! I was almost jumping in joy: I was finally able to go to a kpop concert, and get a chance to see Super Junior, TVXQ, SHINee, f(x) and SNSD. 

When tickets for SMTOWN went on sale, Europe fought like there was no tomorrow, and yet, I got mine at 10.05AM. My hands were shacking, and I also skipped French class at uni to get them. I was the happier girl on the world at that time. After this, the time flew by although I had my final exams, and when I realized, I was flying to Paris. 

After this experience, I thought I was never going to be able to attend another concert… yet, JYJ first European tour was announced. My joy was bigger when their first date was in Spain. I won’t have to spend a huge amount of money to attend their concert because I live near Barcelona, just had to buy the ticket and the ticket train, but hey, it’s better than spend 200€ in a two-day trip :) 

As I was talking to another friend on MSN, we were sure we’re going to be surrounded by just JYJ fans that not care about TVXQ anymore, but you know what? I don’t care anymore. This year, I’ve seen Yunho and Changmin, and I can tell you it was one of my favourite part of the SMTOWN live because girl, they gave everything they had that moment. Of course Mirotic, Rising Sun and The way u are sounded weird and strange withouth Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu, but hey, TVXQ has also to do their thing. After all, they’ve been in the music industry for 7 magic years, although they’ve suffered a lot. I’m totally sure JYJ concert is going to be magical, amazing, full of energy but also full of moments to remember later on when we talk with our friends, or to our families telling them how our experience was. 

JYJ has been building such a difficult path because even their country rejects them and don’t let them promote their “In Heaven” album although their sales are more than brilliant. Come on, red edition of the album is totally sold out!!! and the pre-order sold 300.000 copies… this means something, right? Yes, that they’re still beloved. Cassiopeia STILL believes in them and want them to be part of TVXQ again. Just because of this, I want JYJ to have the time of their lifes in Spain, having fun with their Spanish and European fans, and to remember this concert as one of their best lives. 

Now, I want to say something to all these fans that are trying to “boycott” the concert in Spain: if this concert doesn’t works the way it has to work, say goodbye to your chance of seeing them live in Germany :) I don’t want to offend any fan nor start a fanwar, I’m just saying MY thing and thoughts, because I feel really pissed off seeing that French fans are saying they’re not coming here but they prefere to wait for Germany concert when ALL european fans went to the SMTOWN there, and we didn’t care where the concert were held. Please, if any German fan read this, DON’T MISUNDERSTAND ME!!! I know a german Cassie and she’s amazing and sweet. This goes against French fans, not German! 

Well…after all this thing, I have now a clear mind and I feel relieved. As Yunho said today in their fanmeeting in Beijing: “Cassiopeia is TVXQ 6th member”. If this sentence doesn’t say something to you, then you’re not a true Cassiopeia. 

Don’t take this as a movement to start a war, please… This is just a fan saying what she thinks. 

Thanks for read if you did ^^

Deleting things

This week has been awful, horrible. I want to erase it from the calendar and from my mind. I feel as if people played with me as if I'm a dirty doll and nobody wants to be friends with me. 

I don't care about what would they think anymore. I...I feel betrayed. Things are not as I thought they were anymore. I don't know who I should trust and to whom I should talk about me and my problems. My so-called-friends are always kicking me off their lives, first not telling me about their trips, then breaking my trust and friendship when they say I should be away of their lives. Am I that bad? Don't I deserve, at least, a little bit of trust anymore? 

People may appear in my eyes as if they were nice, gentle, and capable to do lots of things for me, but in the end, I'm the only one giving all I have and having nothing in return. 

Maybe someone will read this, maybe not. But I don't care. I'm trying to write everything is on my mind right now, at 1.35AM, alone in my room and listening to my favourite KPOP group which has brought me happiness but also a river of tears. 

A depressed me.

Con entradas y vuelo... ¡SM TOWN allá vamos!

NOS VAMOS A PARIS!! 

Que sí, que sí, que nos vamos a ver el SM TOWN a París! El primer concierto de KPOP en Europa, y vamos a estar allí! 

Sigo sin poder creerme que haya conseguido las entradas... ¿cómo lo he vivido? Buff... casi me da una taquicardia! Esta noche pasada apenas he dormido... bueno sí, pero a partir de las 6AM mis ojos ya empezaban a despertarse cada media hora, más o menos. A las 7.30AM ya estaba dando vueltas tratando de dormir un poco más... pero no, los malditos nervios se apoderaban de mi y al final decidí conectar el ipod y escuchar musica. A las 8AM me he levantado, he enchufado el ordenador, conectadome a Twitter y Facebook... y luego a desayunar (como he podido) y a hacer los quehaceres diarios para sentarme delante del ordenador a ver como los minutos pasaban leeeeeentos leeeeeentos y como la histeria se apoderaba de mis seguidores en twitter al acercarse la hora de la compra de las entradas! 

Cuando a las 10.00AM FNAC ha puesto a la venta las entradas... ¡HEMOS CORRIDO MÁS QUE NUNCA! Mis manos temblaban, el corazón me iba a mil mientras seleccionaba cuántas entradas quería comprar! Mi momento de pánico ha sido cuando el servidor se ha colapsado!!! OMG PENSÉ QUE ME QUEDABA SIN ENTRADASSSS!!! pero nooooo, que las he podido comprar... y a las 10.10AM ya podía decir oficialmente que iba a ir al SMTOWN en Paris! <3 

Enseguida lo he cantado a los vientos en Twitter y he enviado sms a Miriam y a Soraya para decirles que ya la tenia en mis manos!! Con toda la euforia, me preparo para irme a clase y me dicen que la clase de 14 a 16 se anula!! *asi que yo salto literalmente en la habitación!* y luego se levanta mi padre y llega mi madre de trabajar... y yo les enseño toda motivada mis entradas hacia el mayor sueño de mi vida! 

Estando en clase, no me podía concentrar! estaba preocupada por si una de mis amigas, mi adorada Andrea, se quedaba sin! pero luego he sabido que no... así que nos vamos todas en masa a París, a invadir la capital francesa, y a disfrutar de nuestro sueñoooooo!!! *_______*

Esta tarde compré también el vuelo! al final tenemos que coger el que sale de Reus porque el de Barcelona lo han subido a 48€...y el presupuesto no da para tanto... TT_______TT llegaremos a París el jueves 9 de Junio a las 14:15, y luego cogeremos el bus que nos llevé al centro de la ciudad... y después, a la aventura! como nos quedará tiempo, comeremos, aprovecharemos para darnos una vuelta por la ciudad (por tercera vez... xD) y luego iremos a la cola, a pasar la noche, a reunirnos con el resto de españolas, y a tratar de dormir para, al día siguiente, vivir la mejor noche de nuestras vidas!! <333

Y bueno.. como no podía ser menos, una foto de mi careto con la entrada valiosa!! <3 

Nos vemos en París, amigas!!! :DDDDD

SM Town live in Paris!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! 


Esa fue la primera palabra que pasó por mi cabeza en cuanto me enteré, hace dos noches, de que por fin iba a poder ver a mis ídolos en directo, Y SIN SALIR DE EUROPA!!! 


Para mi familia no significa aparentemente nada, ya que ellos los ven todos iguales y tanto les da. Pero para mi... para mi significa un sueño hecho realidad y sin tener que viajar a 12.000km de distancia para poder verles cara a cara.  


Desde que se anunció y se confirmó, que es lo más importante, vivo en una puta nube de felicidad. Encima, esta mañana se han anunciado los precios de las entradas. No nos podemos quejar del precio aunque algunas rallen el borde de la riqueza que ninguna (o eso creo) tiene~ No obstante, me conformaré con pagar 52€ (que es menos que lo que pagué para ver a la grandisima Lady Gaga!, y encima con esta estaré cerca del escenario!) y tener la experiencia de mi vida, además rodeada de mis amigas y gente como yo que se vuelve literalmente loca con estos hombres <3 


Por otro lado, a lo largo de la mañana me he estado preguntando si esto 

seria del todo oficial... y parece que sí, pues en uno de los blogs de kpop en Francia así lo ha confirmado. Lo que quiere decir que, los que menos pagaremos, seremos los que estaremos más cerca, aunque tengamos que estar muchas horas de pie! Estoy segura que merecerá la pena solo por pegarme la llorera del siglo junto a mis amigas, y por ver a mis ídolos en directo (aunque haya un grupo que no me guste... ¬¬). 


Ya llevo dos días fantaseando con Miriam, y con el resto de chicas, sobre lo que vamos a hacer, cómo va a ser... la verdad: no tengo ni idea! Pero lo que realmente me hace ilusión es vivir el momento con mis amigas, y especialmente poder decir: yo estuve en el primer SMTown en Europa! 


A parte de todo esto... me pregunto si también Henry y Zhou Mi nos honrarán con su presencia! Espero que así sea... me muero por verles a todos en directo, pero adoro a estos dos hombres chinos con un talento realmente increíble!! Además, Henry es mi favorito, y tengo una maravillosa toalla de apoyo esperando en el armario para ser estrenada! Gracias a StringswHenry por su trabajo! <3 Ah! mis penlight de TVXQ y Super Junior están listos para viajar a París conmigo! lástima que no tengo de SHINee... 


En fin... creo que ya basta de desvariar! Solo queda conseguir entrada el martes 26 (por que sí... se ponen a la venta el martes pero a las 10AM!!) y luego reservar el vuelo y buscar alojamiento económico y asequible~ 


Me despido ya <333 Intentaré actualizar cuando tenga más info, y también de mis progresos de este viaje que, auguro, será el mejor de mi vida!! 


I'm off!!